I wish…

Yes. Oh so much – I wish.

In Others' Words...

“Nothing fixes a thing

so intently in the memory

as the

wish to forget it”

Cat Patrick

I am not someone given to sitting around lamenting what might have been, and for a long time if someone had asked me what I wish had happened after I told about my abuse I probably would have said that it didn’t matter.

I told.  My mother believed me, my father did not.  I never had to see my grandfather again, but I lost half my family.

Mary told.  No one said they didn’t believe her, but they also didn’t help her.  Nothing changed.  She endured years more abuse.

I railed against my abuse for years, fighting the FACT of it, but for whatever reason I didn’t spend a lot of time thinking or talking about what should have happened afterward. Those things simply were what they were.

I think that started to…

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